Syawal

First time syawal in working mode. Nothing much different. It is alway same to me. Since mak not here anymore, the feeling of raya is plateau. Status quo. Nothing special. Home just a home. Being home make me feel sad, helpless.
I also hate working this day. It is better if just stay in my room , watching television.
Life is so complicated. Full of challenges.
Next year, where is my syawal n Ramadan. I still being here or not , no one know. Allah know everything.

Love.. Dr WFS.