especially Ayah, the person who work so hard for me to be a successful girl.
He shows the proof that with learning you can change your future.
I know it is not easy to raise me. I see my surrounding.
I am so grateful have ayah as my father. I will buy a star if he wish to have a star, since I know it is not easy for ayah to make me like a person.
I might not the perfect one, but that me👪
I am back early today to home. weekend well spend with activity of drawing, sleeping, watching kung fu. I just miss my mom. I am envious other that going back home and they have mother at home. the mother cook. and I am still eating what I cook by self.
I hate being in holiday since it always the same routine
I am pray , I will be given a mother even temporary or a mother in law. I wish I can eat what they call mother cooks.
I hope Allah will grant my wish to have a mother. even a moment I will satisfied.
and you know what, I just remembering a person that long time I erase from my brain. Mohamad Syafiq bin Sabri. I know it hopeless to wait, he never be my soulmate.
people nowaday dont see the heart, they only see physical.
I need to change for them to accept me. yes... since i need a mother so much.
I will hug and apologise everyday to a mother. I will say iam grateful and love her so much.
I will show her the best smile ever.
My last entry in 2017
Now already in 2021.
Assalamualaikum write today for myself to remember back what happen later.
Currently I am in the journey to pursuit my master. At the moment in second year. How time flies.
I am still waiting. I hope that you can read my blog even in silent.
I am endure this life with help from Allah. I see the cloud, rainbow and sun to make me happy. I know is useless to have hope with you beside Allah. Allah had keep me in this moment. Once I pray to forget you, the memory is erase. Now, suddenly I feel back the feeling that you also think of me.
Or I am just dreaming. 😁
I envious with everyone in this world who has a mother. They able to taste the food cook by mom, hug and kiss the mother. They got pray from a mother.
Iam just a human who waiting....
